What Did I Get Myself Into..???

I was at a dinner party 3 nights ago with a bunch of NYC actors, who all recently moved out here. One of them told me about a so called Master Cleanse. I’ve heard of the concept before, and also heard that some are lucky to reach a deep spiritual clarity by doing the cleanse. I’ve always been intrigued by it, but being a person who has never fasted or done a detox I didn’t think I could manage not to eat, but to live only on lemonade and water for a longer period of time.

However, feeling all cocky and grounded after my 10 day silent Vipassana meditation course I was pretty ready to take on the world. So next day I get myself down to Pavillions Supermarket to buy tons of organic lemons, organic maple syrup and what not. It was the day before Thanksgiving so the market was packed with people stuffing their carts like never before. Damn I forgot about the big turkey day. How could I! Anyways, I decided to pursue no mater what. No holiday can stop me master cleansing!

But alas…… At this hour I’m 2 days into the Master Cleanse and I’m feeling miserable to tell you the truth. It’s not the fact that everybody is feasting around me that sucks (well that sucks too). But I’m drained from energy…. and I can’t believe what I’m doing to myself. But on the website it says that the 2nd day is the worst so I’m going to suck it up and keep on doing it at least for 8 days. Supposedly you get a natural high on the 5th day… See, that I want to experience 😉

goodnight people.. I’m out!

K