So Many Questions
Why is it that I never figured it out…? By now I should have figured it out. Shouldn’t I? I mean, the whole deal about work, love, relationships, children. All the big things that matter in life. I look around and I see a lot of people who have figured it out. They made big decisions. They committed. They took the leap. I took another leap. I’m not always sure it is the right leap. Because I am always on my own path. Alone. And I’m not sure you are supposed to be on your own path. Are you? And if you commit can you still be on your path…?
So many questions and so few answers. I remember back in 2005 when I first met the amazing artist Anton Perich who has been married, has two kids, makes the most amazing photographs and paintings and who still believes in true love. I say still because he lives in NYC. And NYC is a peculiar place. Especially when you work and live among people like Andy Warhol and peeps from The Factory. Anton has shot the most insane pictures from Studio 54, of Andy Warhol and all the legendary people who were around him and who made NYC what it is today.
Anton told me not to look for a role model. He told me to find my own way. A very crude and ‘straight to the point’ answer for a young girl begging for answers. But a true answer. So on my path I went. Blinded by the sun. I had no idea where I was going. Except what my gut told me. And 6 years later, I’m still here. I find a lot of beautiful and crazy things on my way. And I grow every day. But hands down; I still wish I had a role model or somebody to get the answers from… 😉
Here are a couple of images from LA during the last couple of weeks. Unfortunately I had to say goodbye to a dear friend who moved back East. She worked for Absolute Vodka and her goodbye party was…. yeah… It was epic! Haha. ’nuff said. Enjoy!!
When hair is out of control I find myself in the good hands of top hair stylist Eli…
HA!
Malin! Beard much..?
Yessss!!
Tempo
Absolutely smiles
Breakfast at The Four Seasons (not at Tiffany’s)
Racing in cabs
Catching up on the latest news roadside Venice Blvd
Mug Shot
Pool Love…
Cali Sun when it’s the best
Oh hiii girls! Nice Tats…
New D&G shades, new Object top & loving life…
Sometimes the people you see, that seem to have figured it out, really haven’t…
Sometimes they just take a leap at faith and hope for the best – marrying someone, having children…. Scared of the road it will lead them into. Scared of maybe not being able to be on their own path when committed to someone else. I know I am!
But life is a box of choises and you never really know what any of them will lead to in the end. I just know that I charish being on my own path and I hope I will be able to hold on to that, eventhough I just now committed to having a child….