Some days are amazingly and simply not worth getting out of bed to experience. Period! If you don’t know what I mean stop reading right now! I don’t want to know you and you probably don’t want to know a whiny bitch like me. I have a day like that today. A day in Hell. It’s like my body is not responding. It’s moving in slow motion and hurting like I’ve done 5 hours of Pilates (which I haven’t). My mind has a black out and my energy level is

I’ve lost the use of my heart But I’m still alive Still looking for the life The endless pool on the other side It’s a wild wild west I’m doing my best I’m at the borderline of my faith, I’m at the hinterland of my devotion In the frontline of this battle of mine But I’m still alive I’m a soldier of love. Every day and night I’m soldier of love All the days of my life This is Sade’s new single. I’m a big fan of her and I’m

Hey Hey, One of my films ‘Omar Saved from Cheating’ has made into a couple of film festivals here in Cali. I’m excited on behalf of the director Osei Kakari, crew and cast and I’m hoping this is only a beginning for our little film. Though small, it’s an intense story with a strong voice and message… The Pan African Film Festival 2010. San Diego Film Festival 2010 GemGem

Last thing I remember, I was Running for the door I had to find the passage back To the place I was before Relax, said the night man, We are programmed to receive. You can check out any time you like, But you can never leave! Glimpses from Venice Beach today

Sun is back in LA. I have the outfit. Now I just need my horse to explore new heights…. 2010 – Bring it!!!!! photography: Emma Sandvik